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This just in: (Oct 9) The very index you're looking at! 4.0 is here and more hostile than ever.

HAIL & WELL MET, TRAVELER. Welcome to FAIRYGORE: a bunker in the nuclear waste, a court in the otherland, a naughty magician's trick! Feel free to wander about, but be sure to stay on the path—strange things come out after dark.
My name is Tehsin and I'm the despotic girl-king of this site. I wish you a warm welcome to my little corner of the web! There's a map in the sidebar, but this site is really just an amalgamation of all the things I like and would like to write about at any given time so there's not much cohesion to it.
Like I said, I really like to write and you can find a lot of my stuff on here. I also like to post about the things that I'm watching/reading/listening to c: so basically it's like my scrapbook that you too can visit and enjoy! I made this site because I'm sick to death of most social media sites—they bore me and waste my time so I'm trying to be better about not using them much at all. Cheers!

Feeling | Anxious |
Listening to | Live at the Lighthouse, Grant Green |
Reading | The Luminous Dead, Caitlin Starling |
Watching | Malcolm in the Middle, S2 |
"Something has happened to me in the years since I was brought to Eskew. An epiphany, if you like."






EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH |
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Jimmy Hoffa |
1913-? Jimmy Hoffa was the president of the Int'l Brotherhood of Teamsters and is best known for his union activity, mob ties, and unsolved disappearence. |
TEHSIN SAYS... |
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But if you happen to be a man, sometime in the future, and you’ve made it this far, please remember: you will never be subjected to the temptation of feeling you must forgive, a man, as a woman. It’s difficult to resist, believe me. But remember that forgiveness too is a power. To beg for it is a power, and to withhold or bestow it is a power, perhaps the greatest.
Maybe none of this is about control. Maybe it isn’t really about who can own whom, who can do what to whom and get away with it, even as far as death. Maybe it isn’t about who can sit and who has to kneel or stand or lie down, legs spread open. Maybe it’s about who can do what to whom and be forgiven for it. Never tell me it amounts to the same thing.
— Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid's Tale
WHAT HAVE I GOT IN MY POCKETS? |
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Loose change for emergency bus tickets, chocalatines, and wishing wells. |
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Candy to bribe witches with, and also to eat. |
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House keys so that I might go home and rest. |
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Earphones, to listen to podcasts and music with. They also block my ears so that I can't hear the screams coming from the dog park, which the City Council doesn't like us to see. |
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A stick of 'Burt's Bees' to keep me feeling minty-fresh and unchapped. |
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Scrap paper so that I can scribble down stories, poems, song lyrics, and divine missives. |
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Various pens to do the scribbling with. They double as weapons against ghouls and vampires in a pinch. |
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A book so that I am never alone no matter where I go. |
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I never leave home without my beloved Pinecone Pig! |
I NEED YOU. YOU CAN KEEP ME ON THIS EARTH. BE VIGILANT. I LOVE YOU.

THE WATCHFUL NIGHTS CLOSE IN |
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It is week 2 of October. |
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Things to get done
- Finish Protocol C.3
- Post J-box and B-letter
- Survive midterms
- Creatre new index

